#Chapter 138 Live and Learn

Stella My mother was nice enough to take me to the mall to get my mind off of things. When I came home a crying mess, unable to take myself back to my apartment where I would be faced with the dreaded feeling of loneliness, she held me in her arms and helped me sleep throughout the night. I woke up with her at my side, and she suggested that a little retail therapy could help me take my mind off of what is bothering me. As I slowly step through the aisles of the expensive store. My fingers trail along the fabric of the clothes, the vibrant colors bringing me no sense of relief for the pain that I feel in my chest. In the spot where my heart once was is now hollow. There is nothing inside the empty space in my chest, avoid that I am not sure that I want to fill quite yet. The spot remains empty, and I am sure that it will remain empty for an even longer time, nothing being able to fill in the space of my regret. A piece of my mind wishes to relish in the drama that I have brough