Chapter 138

Dean Alessandro Chance was falling apart. He doesn't need to say anything, I could see it in his eyes. He was losing hope in life again, just like 11 years ago. His eyes were empty, his face was pale and he was losing it. The history repeat it's self. He was healed when ILLICIT started but now.. he got back again to his lowest point of his life. Me and Chance were indeed the most broken ones in ILLICIT. Without Phoenix, Adrian and Angelo, it was hard for us to cope with life. After Angelo left, Chance began to hate them. He never check on them again, he never wanted to communicate with them again. He hates their significant others too. He told them three that he'll be okay as long as them happy but he was slowly breaking inside. Aria was indeed an important role in his life. She fixed him and he was happy. Before even Phoenix got whipped, Chance was actually the first one who fell into the black hole. I let him. Why? Because Chance isn't