Chapter 93

Stepping out of the car, my head begins to swarm with questions. Question of what will happen when I get back. The second I was with Leo I began to change, change into someone who didn't care if they just saw blood across the floors. Am I becoming the King? Leo murders for no true reason and shrugs it off as it ends, talking of things that people would not associate with a murder. He's a monster, a monster in the sense that he kills with no care...and I think I may become him. I may become someone who doesn't flinch when a bullet rips through a heart. "Lyra, let's go." I'm still by the door of the car, watching the man before me. Do I love him? Do I even like him? I always thought the person I would fall for would make me blush and my stomach turn into a massive knot. I always thought I would ask like some love-sick school girl when I found the one. Yet now I stand before someone I've agreed to marry, only to not feel those things. I