Chapter 1679

Gilda's emotions were a complete mess. Her rapid improvement in attainment filled her with hope that her attainment had genuinely received a remarkable boost. It would have brought her attainment closer to her fiance's attainment. She used to feel inferior to her fiance, Frederick, because he was a level five royal saint while she was only a level nine saint. His talent and good looks were the source of a deep-seated insecurity, for she feared that other more capable women would take her away from him. She had longed to bridge the gap in their attainment and become a royal saint. That would at least put her on more equal footing with him. Despite all the good that came with it, she was nonetheless afraid that everything was real. She could not ignore the feeling of being violated by a man. The initial twinge of pain that slowly gave way to feelings of enjoyment was simply too distressingly vivid. The following morning, Gilda gradually began to wake up. As she sat on the bed, she cou