Chapter 60 I Won't See the Sun Tomorrow

The summer wind caressed my cheeks, but a chill stole over my body. I had been cooking porridge for Marlon happily, but now I was so ridiculous and pathetic to stand in the huge western-style house alone. I was too ridiculous and pathetic! Poor me! I raised my hand and slapped myself fiercely. "Rachael, you're so cheap!" I was too cheap! I was too cheap! No women were cheaper than me in the world. Marlon hurt and insulted me again and again. He had never loved me, but I still loved him. When I met the drunk Marlon, I couldn't help but fantasize and hope that Marlon cared about me a little. Did he care about me? I looked at the empty house and put on a self-mocking smile. He had never cared about me and wouldn't care about me forever. What had happened last night was only because he was drunk. Only a fool would take what had happened after getting drunk seriously. I slapped myself again! I slapped myself again. 'Rachael, this is the comeuppance of you indulging in such a ridicul