Chapter 69 I Would Pay You Back Ten Times What You Had Done to Me

Kieran was absolutely right. I was useless and weak. I couldn't improve myself. Otherwise, how could Davidson be abused by Shania? Not only couldn't he talk like a normal child, but he almost died. Also, if I had been stronger, how could I get beaten and humiliated by Alicia over and over again and was left unable to fight back? I was a pathetic poisoner for everyone's ridicule. It had never stopped. My twenty-four years had seen no courageous rebellion. I was basically the dirtiest garbage in the world. I had never been able to protect my loved ones or myself. How ridiculous! The tears welling up in my eyes fell down my cheeks. Still, I cried. It was the only thing I knew. A useless gesture. The scream that came with it was futile as well. It served no purpose. I was utterly laughable and sad. Kieran had no interest in taking another glance at me and shook off my hand. He wanted to throw me far away like trash. However, I quickly grabbed his hand. His scarlet eyes froze slightl