Chapter 44

“Sorry, I just lost myself a little, please continue.” He narrowed his eyes on me, I think he didn´t believe my words. I’m sure he saw something but chose to look past it. I wanted to scream “I´M RIGHT HERE!!!” but some things I could just not do yet. I really hope he will understand when the truth comes out. Antonio I miss you so much and you mean the world to me too.  He eyes me with suspension and asks, “Are you sure? We can continue some other time.” Still watching me with those perceptive eyes, Antonio continued to try and determine if I was really feeling fine. Pulling myself back together and finding the words I needed to say, I gave a slight smile and quickly responded, “No, no I feel much better now. I want to drink my Latte, it´s the best in the whole world.” “Ok. Where was I? Oh yeah. Her name is Jennifer.” My heart fluttered a little when he spoke my name again. “Where is she now Antonio? Is she here? I didn´t see her arou