Chapter 46.

The room was so silent you could drop a needle and every little tap against the floor would be heard. Damien was still behind me. My body was relaxing back onto his, it wasn't nervous, my body wasn't scared but my mind was screaming for dear life to run and fight and get the hell out of here. Even if I wanted to, my mind and my body weren't connected anymore. When I tried to run my feet stood still and I was leaning on him with every part of my body. ”Please,” I don't know why I said that. The feeling of not being able to control my body was causing a panic attack. I was screaming at myself but nothing happened. I might as well have been paralyzed. I looked to my side and saw Vanessa standing by the curtain, her eyes were wide and her chest rose high from her heavy breathing. ”Why did you come,” Meredith whispered as defeat filled her eyes. ”I- I came to save the King, I thought-” my eyes fluttered and I bit back the tears. ”-I thought he was gonna die,” Meredith shook her head.