Chapter 60

Sofia. It was too early for me to feel that way. I didn't know what true love felt like, and I didn't think that I could distinguish it from liking or adoring someone because those were different things. So that would only mean that I didn't know how I felt about him- about them. Nikolai and I were presently cuddling as we- he watched the movie that I had lost interest in an hour ago. It was seven pm now. I was exhausted from our previous fucking sessions. I was satisfied but sore and I relinquished in said pain of how much pleasure came with it. And since I was overthinking again. I couldn't help but put point the negativity in everything. I was tired as hell but couldn't sleep and couldn't focus. My thoughts were going haywire. I was tense, even with the warmth and adoring feeling emitting from Nikolai's body heat that was surrounded me like a safe cocoon, I was freaking out considering the realization that struck me this afternoon. "Love-" His words snapped me out of my reverie as I