Teasing her

I stood underneath cold water hoping it would wash away the heat growing inside me. There was no way I was ever going to have sex or any sexual interaction with Leander no matter what I had to do. My skin continued to burn whilst I showered and cleaned up my body. The cold water helped a little to soothe the heat inside my body but my wolf was acting difficult. It really missed him but I was controlling it. I didn't have sex in over a year, nothing was going to force me to have it now with Leander.  Sleeping with him was different, I need comfort but that was all. I had no intentions of rising any emotions or feelings from the past and giving any hope to him or myself. Things ended when they did. This- being back here, it was only temporary. Sunlight filtered in through the little windows inside the bathroom as I ran my fingers through my wet hair and closed my eyes tight while water fell over my face. Tired of the cold, I switched the water to warm and soon scorching, hot water poured