Chapter 30

Sebastian grabbed my hand, his eyes filled with hurt. I knew him too well. This was one of his tricks, one of the manipulative games he always played to make me feel guilty. I quickly pulled my hand away, refusing to fall for it. "You just want me to visit Jordan, right?" I said, my voice shaking with anger. "I can do it. He is my son afterall. No matter what happens between us, I cannot abandon him." He stared at me for a moment, disbelief written on his face. "Visit- What?? You want to just walk away from everything and leave me with nothing?" "Jordan doesn't want me," I answered, trying to stay calm, though my emotions were a storm inside me. "I can understand that. You and Joey have already filled him with so much hatred about me that he is not going to open his heart for me again. This is the reason why he wants you to marry Joey as well. But Sebastian don't you dare ask me for blessing. I have never liked Joey and the way I was forced to leave my house because of her-- I would ne