Chapter 205

Before I could finish, Jonathan suddenly yanked my arm and pulled me straight into his arms. He held me tightly while I knelt on the couch, knees apart. The position felt a little dangerous, but Jonathan didn't seem to have any other intentions. He just held me like he wanted to pull me into his very being. "Don't say that. You lost your memory, so I won't hold it against you." His voice was low and hoarse. "Once you remember everything, then we'll talk about this again." I thrashed in his arms, completely on the verge of breaking down. "Jonathan, will you ever stop? You don't love me. You've never treated me right. Why should I stay with you?" "So what if I lost my memory? I hated the version of me who kept chasing after you, who had no sense of self! I like who I am now. I don't love you anymore, do you understand? I've wanted to leave you for a long time!" The moment he realized I'd been wanting to leave him all this time, he only held me tighter. "No," he said. "This is just