#Chapter 190: I trapped you

“I am open to it,” I finally said. “I mean, I really do want to have a family with you. Of course I do. And I only really wanted to put it off before because I was doing school, and now that I’m not…” Nolan was watching me intently, not blinking. He waited for me to say more. “Yes,” I said, closing my eyes. “I… I think I could handle it.” “You don’t sound very sure.” I blew out a big breath of air. “I suppose I am just scared. I’m still only eighteen, Nolan. That’s young to have a baby.” He said, his tone meekly half-joking, “Your birthday is coming up soon, though.” “Okay. Soon I will be only nineteen. I just don’t know if I am ready to be a mother. That doesn’t mean I don’t want to do it… I’m just afraid.” “I’m a little afraid, too,” he said, surprising me. “You are?” “Yes.” “It seems like it’s something that you really want to do, though.” Nolan shrugged. “You can really want something and be scared about it at the same time.” I had to think about this for a f