I Can't Let It Go

James wiped the corner of his eye and sighed with depression, "I don't know when she got pregnant. During this period of time... Alas! So many things happened, and I didn't accompany her well." "It was supposed to be a happy thing, wasn't it? I'm a father now, but..." He sniffed, "Isaac, you know that I really didn't like children before, and I thought they were annoying. But later, maybe it was because my mother always urged me, and maybe it was because I got married and became mature, anyway, I changed my mind unconsciously." "When we were on our honeymoon, we met a child. His family lived a so happy life. I felt that it would be good if we could have a child." "I once imagined whether my child would be a boy or a girl, and I preferred a girl, because I was a troublesome man and I didn't want a son who was the same as me. But I knew I would be happy even if it was a boy, because that was the child of me and her. Maybe I would be impatient, and maybe he would be very naughty. At the w