Chapter140:

Chapter 140 Eva's point of view  My chest was tight, and no matter how much I tried to breathe, it felt like I was drowning. The sound of my own heart pounding in my ears only made it worse. My father was in a coma, and I couldn’t stop blaming myself. I should have forgiven him. I should have been there for him when he needed me the most. Josh sat beside me, his hand resting gently on my back. “Eva, please, listen to me,” he said, his voice soft, but full of concern. “You can’t blame yourself for this. You did what you could. It’s not your fault.” I shook my head, tears falling freely down my face. “I didn’t forgive him. I should have. I should have let go of all the anger and hurt. But I didn’t. And now he’s lying in that bed, and it’s my fault.” Josh’s grip tightened on my shoulder. “No, Eva. That’s not true. You’ve been through so much. You can’t keep blaming yourself for everything that goes wrong.” “But I should have done more,” I whispered, my voice barely audible. “I should have