Chapter 163: Sexuality Crisis

ZADE I sat behind my desk, staring at the same contract I'd been pretending to read for the past hour, my eyes tearing up from the strain that I kept on it.    The words started to blur together on the page, making it look unintelligible and muddy on the page as my mind kept on replaying events from earlier on auto repeat, the memory of Lyn's lips against mine burning through my consciousness like a brand, pressed to my skin that I couldn't escape.   What had I been thinking? Honestly for the past week, I have been doing things unimaginable, breaking laws up and down and for what? I had also committed a grave offense as well. I had kissed him without warning, without permission from him, without taking in consideration the consequences that were bound to happen for my actions.   And then, like the coward I apparently was, I'd fled the moment things got complicated and I was too ashamed to talk to him.   I tried to focus on the paperwork in front of me, very desperate to lose myself in