Chapter 41

But the problem is, is that I don’t think I have the heart to tell him. I don’t think I have the heart to look my mate straight in the eyes and tell him that I don’t want to be with him until he can prove his love to me. I can’t just tell him that I reject him for a certain period of time. That cruel; too cruel. Like, seriously. What do you expect me to say? ‘Oh hey, Faris. Umm, look listen. I don’t think I can fully trust you yet, so until you can really prove your love to me and that you would never hurt me again, we can’t be together.’ “No. I expect you to just tell the truth and be honest with me.” He said angrily but his voice was full of hurt, rejection and guilt. Wait. Where the hell did that come from? I looked at him confused, giving him a ‘huh?’ face. And then out of nowhere a light bulb went off in my head. HOLY FUCK!!! He heard all of that?!?! Shit, shit, shit, shit, shit