Chapter 81

"Calm down? I literally screwed up any chance I had with you. Now that I think about it, why are you still here? Why are you even here with me? I'm pretty sure there are many other males out there for you to mate with that you've had interest in over the past two years that deserve you more than I do." He forcefully said, pulling at his hair. "Faris what the hell are you talking about? Just stop this nonsense." I came closer to him. "Nonsense?! You think this is pure and utter bullshit, Tallie?" His voice started getting louder. "You don't understand how badly the guilt and the anger controls me. My conscience is eating me alive every day and I can't take it anymore. No matter how many times you tell me that everything's okay and that you forgive me and that you're giving me one last chance, I can't help it. Everything just somehow floods back into my mind and it's too hard for me to deal with. Sa-Tallie, I can't do this." He sobbed, tears literally pouring do