Chapter 43 – Guilty

*** Saïda's POV: I stirred in sleep and yawned a little. I rubbed my eyes and slowly opened them. Waiting for my vision to adjust, I finally realised where I was. I was still in the tent. I turned to my other side and I was face to face with Asahd. My heart skipped a beat, even though he was still asleep. Thoughts of the previous night immediately rushed into my mind. 'Oh gawd...what did I do? ...Asahd, what did we do?...' I felt my tummy turn and goosebumps take over my skin. The guilt and confusion I felt were undescribable. Why did we do that? Why did we let the other do what they were doing. I stared at him while he slept. 'What came over me! Over us?...oh gawd...' I remembered the nibbling and tickles. I remembered how they turned into soft kisses against my skin, how I felt. I'd felt good and that was what was killing me! Why did I let it happen. I'd wanted him to stop but not more than I'd wanted him to continue. My body and mind seemed not to be controlled by myself. I r