Chapter 49 – More

*** Saïda's POV: While I made my father's tea, I thought of Asahd and our little conversation in his room, minutes ago. 'I like him. I definitely like him. And he likes me too, right? How did this happen? I love Noure...very much...but I have little feelings for Asahd as well. I can't hide it. I'm all over him most of the time... And I get a little jealous too...' I stopped stirring the tea and closed my eyes. Never had I been confused in my entire life! I loved Noure. And at the same time, I was crushing. Well, liking Asahd. "How in the world did I get to this?" I muttered to myself. 'I've changed so much. In such little time...' I thought this because I was supposed to feel bad. I wanted to feel the guilt and regret, just like I'd done the famous camping night, a week ago. But I felt nothing this time. My head hurt as I tried to figure out why I regretted nothing of my acts. It felt like I'd put my ethics and morals aside for a while. I was surprising myself! Never had I put m