Chapter 66 – Panic

*** Saida's POV: A few days had passed since my private encounter with Asahd. Whenever I thought of it, my heart skipped a beat and goosebumps covered my arms. 'I like him so much. I want him so much. -He said he loves me, so much.' I walked up and down the garden, scratching my head a little. It was always the same whenever I had a forbidden, sensual moment with Asahd. I would end up thinking about him for days. 'I was wrong. I thought being close to Noure would make me forget Asahd. But nothing's changed. I feel like thing's have gotten worse and even more messed up in my head.' Sighing, I took a seat at one of the little round tables that were found in the huge field. I put the book I had on, on the table and started to read, trying hard to change my thoughts. Since our last encounter, I'd avoided being alone with Asahd. Whenever he would send for me, I would find a way to run away. Else, I would go accompanied by a maid. I did it not because I wanted him to stop, I did it b