YOU’LL RUIN US

“I never uttered those cursed words. Not when I took you in bed. Not when I fucked you in the shower. Neither the time I fucked you on the kitchen counter,” he hissed. Each of his words was deadly, and it’s a surprise I was still standing on my two feet. “We probably have fucked more than a hundred times in these past few months. But I never let those words slip. And do you know why?” He questioned. My lips pressed into a hard line, to keep myself from sobbing hard. I clenched my hands tight, my nails cutting through the skin of my palm. At least the pain gave me a minor distraction from the sharp searing pain in my heart. Tears clouded my vision, making his face blurry. The chords in my chest twisted so tightly together that it was difficult to breathe. “It’s because you were never deserving of that love. And seeing what you did today. For a second, I was foolish enough to have a slip of judgement. But, not anymore. Never! It’s good that Jennifer corrected things for me. It’s really p