Nothing Matters As Long As He’s With Me

As Hazel was thinking about Regan now, her eyes were filled with tenderness. “That’s why my answer is no when you ask me whether I’ll leave Regan if I become like you! I believe that Regan won’t dislike me and will still love me no matter how I look like. Well, I also feel ashamed whenever I think about my distrust of him previously. Moreover, I truly love him and don’t mind how others think about me. I don’t care how I look like too… Even if people think that I’m being selfish or don’t deserve him… I won’t leave him! He won’t abandon me too! Nothing bothers me now because… He’s the most important man to me. Our relationship has overcome so many obstacles and nothing can ever separate us now.” “Do you know? Regan is extremely domineering. In the past, I was shy couldn't stand his dominance and his…” Blushed, she braced herself to continue, “He expressed his love much more than me. I still remember him telling me that he would go and die once I die… In the past, he even said that he would bring me to hell with him if he died. I was terrified of his stubbornness and dominance at that time and I could only obey him… However, now I understand that he’s only afraid of losing me. Compared to losing me, he doesn’t care about anything else. I belong to him in this life. How about me then? I love him deeply too and don’t wish to leave his side. I’ll never take the initiative to leave him too.” After listening to Hazel’s explanation, Justice couldn’t calm down for a long time. In a daze, she mumbled, “So, this is the case…” All the time, it was her who didn’t trust Jacob. This was because she couldn’t believe that Jacob would accept her. Moreover, she was afraid of pursuing love and would rather be a shadow or a stone. However, she was a human with feelings too. Then, she realized that Hazel was different from her. In comparison to her, Hazel was braver and dared to pursue her happiness. “Thank you, I get it now.” Hearing this, Hazel couldn’t hold back her curiosity and asked, “Do you have someone in your heart too, Justice?” Flustered, Justice lowered and shook her head in denial. Nevertheless, Hazel knew that she had made a right guess the moment she saw Justice’s unusual behavior. Otherwise, Justice wouldn’t have such reactions with her indifferent personality. Despite knowing this, Hazel didn't pursue further too. Gently, she held Justice’s hand. “Although I don’t know what happened to you and I have no right to tell you what to do, I want to say that we only live for one time, Justice. So, I wish that you can be yourself and pursue your happiness as long as it doesn’t violate laws or moral principles. You can be selfish for your own sake! There’s no need for you to keep suffering and hide from the outside world. I believe that you can fight for your happiness too.” After listening to this, Justice couldn’t stop her hands from trembling because her determination was wavering now. “Can I do that?” Stroking Justice’s head gently, Hazel said, “Yes, you can… Please have a try, Justice. Even if you fail or get hurt in the end, you’ve at least tried and won’t have any regrets.” Although Justice didn’t say anything, she suddenly hugged Hazel tightly. “I know it, thank you,” she said guiltily yet gratefully. In her mind, she decided that she wouldn’t escape anymore and would try figuring out Jacob’s thoughts once he was back. By then, every clue might be solved.