Chapter FORTY FIVE

GABRIELLE I woke up to the feeling of warmth beside me, I remembered Lucian had carried me back here last night. Oh god! Panic flared as all of the memories rushed through me. I had lied about being pregnant! Of all the lies in the world, it had to be just that. I had managed to get away with it last night, but for how long? The pills I had taken would keep me safe for another one month, so I couldn't even hope to miraculously get pregnant. After last night, I discovered that Lucian might not be that bad of a father as I thought he would be. Even though he didn't love me, he appeared to adore the baby he thought I was carrying. If he wasn't as immune to emotions as I thought he was, did it mean that there was still the slightest hope for us? Now that I fully accepted that I was going to be with him, maybe we could try to make us work? The problem was that Lucian still clearly didn't believe he had done anything wrong with me. Each time he hurt me, he had always spoken about how I deser