Chapter 145

Both of us pull back after a while gasping for air and my eyes meet his one more time but they are not full of sadness and desperation anymore. They show lust, relief, happiness, hope... His face is already shining from happiness and I can't feel better than I already do. I close my eyes smiling and rest my forehead on his with my hands still capping his face and I take a deep breath full of life. "I can't leave you because I can't live without you. In your place I would have done the same, I understand... We were both fighting with ourselves and each other. We were victims Bryan but the past is gone. You saved my life, you saved El, you are next to me now that I need you the most and I know you love me, I feel it, I see it, I want it and... I love you too, I am in love with you. Do not ever leave me alone again!" I say and open my eyes to look at him. He is crying with a big smile on his face, his surprise is obvious but knowing that he believes