Chapter 197

I didn't have the opportunity to tell him before, I couldn't, I was so ashamed and that hurts like hell! He had to know but I wasn't ready, I was feeling responsible and to be honest I am! I had to take care of me because I knew it and I... "Ember what is it?" he asks worried and I sigh ready to cry. My heart aches and Beth murmurs something in pain but I have to tell him, it matters him! "I... When we lost my grandma and Nate I... I passed out, remember?" I ask gasping. "Yes, I came to you at the hospital..." he murmurs troubled. "But... What if I was..." I whisper and start moving in desperation as the images come in my mind and... "Focus Ember!" Beth says finding her self control. "You are right!" I tell her and a take one deep breath. "I was pregnant and I lost it..." I finally state and he looks at me like a statue for some seconds with a blank expression. I keep on