Chapter 89

"I am tired Anna" he replied, the look on his face jabbed me "It's been three years. I don't know why I keep doing this" he shook his head "I don't want to be this desperate. I've always been confident and prideful but with you, I don't know why I become so_" "Carter" I wanted him to stop. I didn't need to hear to know what he felt. Those wounds were very familiar, very close to my heart. "Pathetic.....I become pathetic. I can have anyone I want but I still only want you. I don't understand" "Carter stop" "It's like no matter what I do, you are always on my mind. I have started hating myself at how pathe_" "Alexander stop" I raised my voice as I held his arm firmly to calm him down. He stopped abruptly and looked down at my hand on his arm. "I understand" I said softly when I knew he wouldn't speak "I understand that's why I'm telling you to keep your distance. You are a very good man Carter and