#Chapter 17 Do you want to die?

Ryan's POV It was the sweetest night of my life, although it was not easy to control my desires. Rupert was raging inside me to mark my mate, and unhappy that I blocked him. Still, as much as I wanted Alyson, I never wanted to hurt her or force her to do anything. I was able to sleep after watching Alyson fall into peaceful slumber, tucked up beside me, breathing peacefully. Everything about her smelt enticing and delicious. I felt the stirring as we woke up at the same time. We opened our eyes together, and looked over at one another. She was smiling, biting her lower lip in an incredibly sexy way. Her straight black hair was messy and she had little dark patches under her eyes that were endearing. I would have stayed like that all day-forever. Even sleeping beside Alyson without sex was enough for me, even if I hoped for more when she was ready. I left for a short time to retrieve us a nice breakfast, we ate in bed,