Chapter 30

Despite my earlier words to Thomas Dirk I wasn't quite prepared to see Ethan. I hadn't come close to making a decision about him and seeing him didn't help. Oh he wasn't earning himself many points either. He was livid, demanding to know just what I was thinking coming down here to confront my attackers. I told him none too kindly that I was in fact doing my job, thank you very much. I also wasn't very kind in telling him to get out of my way I had to brief my Alpha. I knew that was a weak point for him. That he hated how I made of point of saying I obeyed another male, how I insinuated that Jason was stronger and more powerful. It insulted Ethan's pride as an Alpha and as a mate. Maybe I am petty. Maybe I should have fought harder to stay away because there is not outcome where Ethan and I are together. I don't really know what my future holds but I know that when I look Ethan isn't there. I thought about Tristan for a brief moment. Do I see myself with him?