Chapter 60

Jason's eyes glazed over as he connected to other people in the pack. He was probably updating whomever was on the traitor hunt. I tried to tune in but I couldn't. My mind was walled in, all connections shut off. It reminded me a little of my escapades as Rogue. But that wasn't quite the same. Being in a pack is like a bunch of ties in your mind, bridges that connect you to your pack mates. When you go Rogue all of those bridges fall around, the string untie themselves and your mind can no longer travel like it once had been about to, you were no longer connected to anyone. I remember the first time it had happened when I left Silver Moon and anyone I'd ever know behind. I remember how alone I felt. It was the first time I could understand human's behavior, the first time I could understand how savage Rogues can be. That kindly of loneliness... it makes you want to do anything to get rid of the feeling, to ignore it or just feel close to someone else. That kind of loneline