CHAPTER 76 - Make It Up To You

　　(Avery’s Thoughts)? 　　I wake up feeling the pain in between my legs.? 　　“Shit,” I blurt out as I try to turn to the other side. My lower leg muscles cramp, while my vagina still feels soar thanks to Jeff hard thrusting.? 　　Yesterday night was a wild one, and at last, I was able to give myself to Jeff. I slowly pick myself from the bed and tries to sit down. When I succeed, I bury my head in between my knees and hug it.? 　　I need to comfort myself as I don’t want Jeff to feel guilty for what happened. I was the one who initiated it after all.? 　　“Did I enjoy it?” I ask myself. But my answer is far from direct response. “I love him,” I convince myself.? 　　My heart belongs to Jeff, that’s for sure. He already captivated me even before the… I stop myself from remembering.? 　　But my body, my body seems not myself. I lost control of my body long ago, that’s why I’ve been attending my therapy since we started dating. I did it behind his back.? 　　“I just… I just want us to be a norma