Chapter 19

Sorry, I don't think that's a good idea. Sorry he replied. My stomach dropped to my butt. It was either my fault for being such a crappy kisser or Ken's overbearing behavior that changed his mind about me so quickly. In my heart I knew what the answer was, but it was hard to accept as it wasn't something that was even remotely in my control - a recurring theme throughout my life. Really, though, I didn't care which of the two it was because it still made me feel like crap. Please, Calvin? I'd really like to see you and apologize after what happened last night, I don't want to lose you as a friend over this I strategically replied. It was another ten minutes before he finally replied again. Fine. Meet me at the place across from the courtyard fountain around 1. I sighed, relieved that all hope wasn't totally lost. It wasn't so much that I really liked Calvin, or thought that he was the be-all-end-all of guys, but it was the idea of thi