Chapter 54

"He wasn't willing to do anything about his destructive behavior, even for me, and that's when I realized that I wasn't the right one for him. However, I learned more about myself in those six months than I have during any other time in my life. What I can tell you, Penny, is that men like him are the most loyal lovers, but they are always huge pains in the asses. If he is willing to better himself for the both of you, I can promise that you'll never be happier," he stated knowingly. I blew out a puff of air through my lips, allowing myself a few moments to digest what he'd said. "I told him we needed a break for that exact reason; bettering himself for not just me but himself as well. I know that's what we need, but the separation feels so wrong," I whispered, my lower lip trembling. "I know hun, but things can only go up from here, right? Focus on the positives. I'll talk to you tomorrow. Night, bitch" he teased before hanging up. Ken's POV