Chapter 82

*ALORA* After crying my eyes out for a while, I became mad at myself for crying. Why the heck was I crying? It was already a fact that we were only temporarily married. He wasn’t even the one I was supposed to be temporarily married to. My groom stood me up. He had to come in as replacement. Sure we had sex a couple of times. But it was just sex. I didn’t want to admit it but a part of me was actually hoping for something more. He had literally told me he only saw Ellie as a sister. But he was hanging out with her? And possibly kissing or having sex with her. The thought of him having sex with Ellie made my chest feel so tight. What happened to the strong independent woman who didn’t need a man. I can’t believe I was crying about him again, after so many years. Did I learn nothing before? I couldn’t exactly say he used me because I also wanted the sex and I enjoyed it. But it can’t happen again. I do not care if the public would be disappointed but I was giving this marriage one more w