Chapter 89

Silence enveloped us as he just stared straight into my eyes. We both had no expression and I couldn"t help but be nervous about what his answer would be. I can"t deny to myself that I want him to say that I was right, that El likes me. I don"t know what I"m going to do next, but I know that"s what will make me happy. I don"t have to think first about what I should do and what will happen because it"s important to me to know what his answer is. Ivan sighed before he averted his gaze and laughed a little when he replied to me. "I don"t know if I have the right to tell you what the answer to your question is. I don"t want to lead her. I don"t want to interfere with what you have so whatever I do and say now is I don"t want to. I didn"t want to, but I had to do it for her. To help her," he stated. I couldn"t understand but I could see in his eyes the sadness and he just forced his smile. "What do you mean? I