Chapter30:Here We Go Again

Lucy       “ How come you always look depressed after talking to Alpha Kayden?”    I stop in my tracks as I think about Xavier's words. He does have a point it's sad I never noticed it myself.    “ I guess he is just a depressing person.”    Xavier shakes his head, “ I don't agree, I have spent so much time with Kayden as well. He isn't a bad man.”    I remain silent, this makes things a bit different. I know he didn't say those words simply because Kayden is the alpha but rather because he has just observed him.    “ Well, he is depressing to me.” I defend.    Xavier shakes his head once more his shoulder-length black locs bouncing with each shake.    “ It's just a sign.” He states.    I raise my brows, “ what sign?”    “ That you need another man who won't be making you depressed every time you talk to him.”    My mouth hangs open. I am so tired of everyone telling me what I need and don't need. It's moments like these that I wish Stacy was here so I could vent to her but my last mem