Chapter 36

I mentally scolded myself for being so weak, for being not able to shift. I would jus cause trouble if I tried to help them in human from. I would only endanger myself and everyone else. You really are just worthless you know that. See what kind of Luna you'll be? I shook my head. That wasn't true. I just hadn't had the proper training yet. "Pamelia," I heard Ryder say and felt a hand on my shoulder. "Hey, Pamelia?" Ryder sat down in front of me on his knees. "Pamelia, stop crying please? I'm okay see? Lorcan and Thorn are fine too, okay? It's done now, it's over." He wiped away a few tears I didn't even know that had escaped.  I wrapped my arms around Ryder's neck. "I'm sorry. I just couldn't do anything. I'm too weak, I'm sorry." "Stop Pamelia, don't say that. You are not weak," my mate told me sternly. I took a few deep breaths and willed myself to calm down. I looked into Ryder's eyes, ignori