#Chapter 154: You Miss Asher

Lilith thought I was fighting against my true feelings. Maybe she was right. But that didn’t mean I would stop. “Asher hurt me,” I said. “Both with his skepticism of my ability, and the other things he said. How can I be with someone who doesn’t respect me? I’m not sure we even knew who he really was.” “You need to trust your body and your heart,” Lilith said. “You love him.” “I love who I thought he was, not who he is. Besides, isn’t my mind just as important? He wants to control me, Lilith. He doesn’t care about what I want.” My heart cracked and fresh tears fell. I was so tired of crying! “I’m done being treated like I’m just a pawn in other people’s games. Joseph did that to me, too. I had thought Asher was better than that, but I was wrong.” The tears came hard, making my whole body tremble under the force. I covered my face with my hands and sobbed. I wasn’t over Asher at all. Not even a little. Everything hurt. My chest was on fire. Even my fingertips tingled. I wa