Chapter 145 The Miserable Girl With the Memories

Carolyn I smiled to myself, knowing that I had a tattoo of Ryan's name on my back and pleased with it. It felt like my own secret treasure and helped me get through the day whenever I was miserable. After work everyday, I could barely wait to get myself home and check the tattoo on my skin while smiling at the mirror. It felt like he wasn't that far from me if I check the tattoo everyday. I didn't think that was crazy at all even though I was reminded by my annoying brain that Ryan wasn't where I was and I was being ridiculous. I realized that I hadn't gotten myself dinner in my rush to get home and moved back outside to get myself something to eat. I blushed as I met a couple making out on the street and walked on, pretending to not have seen them for my sanity. Just as I was about to leave the bend that opened up to the store I wanted to get groceries from, I saw another couple kissing. "Oh, damn, what is wrong with you all?" I groaned as I walked past them, hating how my face