Chapter 145

I’ve never cried like this before. In fact, I’ve never imagined that there will come a time that I’ll be hurting like this for a woman. My heart had grown cold, never to allow love to blossom. Then Rose came along and slowly she changed me, shaped me into someone I had never thought I will be. well. I’m not sure if it’s for the best but I don’t want to lose her. I don’t want to lose the joy, happiness and hope that she brought in my life during the short period she’s been with me. “Kelly…” the name rolls out of my tongue like something bitter I couldn’t bear. she’s brought nothing but pain in my life. There was one time that I thought that I was in love, enough to bring another human in to this world. It wasn’t the best time of my life but I was proud to hold Roman in my arms. Fantastic, it happened that I was fucking wrong about Kelly. Why am I even wasting my time on that idiot? I better go and see Rose. May be, if I explained my feelings to her, she’ll understand. she’s always seen