#Chapter 28 Victory Ball Pt 1

Viviane’s POV “You mean it’s going to be like this until we…?” I can’t bring myself to say the word. “Yes.” He states simply. My nose crinkles as I try to process this information. I have no idea how much time I’m going to need before I feel ready to make love to Caspian, but since he can’t even touch me without me freezing up, I’m not optimistic. “So you’re going to lose control every time…? “Not necessarily.” Caspian sighs, moving us onto the couch. “It might get easier with more time together.” “But couldn’t it also get more difficult?” I ask. “I mean, the longer you deny yourself…” “That’s my problem, not yours, little mate.” He promises. Despite his words, I can’t help but feel guilty. “Is there anything I can do to help?” A deep laugh vibrates in Caspian’s chest, and he nuzzles my neck. “You can try to stop being so beautiful,” He suggests playfully, “or smelling so good.” “Well I know one way to fix that.” I quip, hopping up and movin