8: The Cross Road

BLAKE’s POV : “If you can't make up your mind about me already by now, maybe you shouldn't even bother," Her words were haunting me as I drove down the empty road. I wasn’t expecting to have this talk tonight, so I didn’t have the best answer, but I was only trying to be honest.   "So, am I just another Viviane to you?"   Of course not. She was totally different from whatever Viviane was to me. Hell, she was different from all the girls I had been with before.   "Blake, are you ashamed of me?" Again, no. I was never ashamed of her. But I was scared about dating a girl in general. And not just any girl too, she was my best friend’s little sister. I respected Ryder too much to just screw around. Screwing around wasn’t my intention either. If I wanted to screw around, I had a list of girls in my contacts that would take much less effort and much less complication. Taya was something else. Everything was going so well. I had planned everything to the detail, and I wasn’t expecting a stupid