Chapter 144

How I decided to leave and keep El's existence as a secret, why I was avoiding Bryan, why I never gave him another chance, why he fell in depression and almost died, why he was believing all these for my family, why I left when my grandma and Nate got killed from his uncle... Why? How can someone be that heartless, such a monster? I try to wipe my tears with my shaking hands fighting to breathe again and lower my head and eyes to see Bryan who is kneeled in front of me with his face buried above my knees and his hands wrapped around my legs. He is like this for almost one hour now, he hasn't stopped crying and sobbing, he hasn't dared to lift his head and face me, he is shaking and he is too stressed and overwhelmed. He is in more pain than me and I can't stop suffering watching him like this. My heart is bearably beating from the pain I feel about him. The bond is really working with him, he has been telling me the truth from the fir