Chapter 22: When I See Him

Sev's POV With the wet towel on my hand and her hand on the other, I gently wiped her skin. I tried to concentrate to what I was doing and watched her skin graze mine but my mind couldn't cooperate. It loved replaying what happened. From the moment I saw her on the bed all tied up and crying that it broke my whole being. It felt like dying and I couldn't breathe. It was like seeing the whole collapsed in front of me. How could someone just trash the person I took care of all these years? Sev. The way she called my name, not my twin's name, gave shivers down to me. Was I hallucinating? Did my desire for that particular moment finally caught up with me? Or did my mind desire it so much that I started to hear the unreal? What if it was true? My fingers automatically reached on her forehead when they crumpled like wasted paper. She must be having another nightmare. It was torture to just stare at her and know I couldn't do anything for her. I don't pray. But then, for the first time si