Werewolf

“Speak of her, and you will find yourself strung up on a flagpole,” I growl at him, my voice foreign even to me.
I barely recognize my anger or the things I say before spitting them out. His face turns purple, and Donnie tries to take over when I unclench my hands, letting him go. I step away as he gasps for breath, clutching his throat and coughing.
“They can go,” I spit at him, walking off and toward the forest behind the packhouse.
I roam the forest aimlessly, wasting hours searching for rogues, looking for any sign of them. However, word seems to be getting out that people are going missing near my borders. Definitely not anything that will work to my advantage.
As the veil of darkness falls over the land, I still find nothing, not even a whiff of their rotten stench. I turn around, getting closer to the direction of home, I catch something from the corner of my eye. I can barely make out the burning scent of a fire, but it's enough to keep my attention focused on it. I walk to the clearing to see if I can spot smoke polluting the air.
“Uncharted,” Donnie says when we realize it is coming from the other side of the mountain. It is usually off-limits because it borders a human town. Wolves usually steer clear in case of hunters, yet it is the only sign we have had in days. We decide to chance it, and trek our way around the mountain only to come to the river. “Let's go home,” Donnie whines all of a sudden.
A little too late to change my mind as I have already pushed through the water to the other side and got washed downstream before reaching the other side.
“How are we meant to force a rogue through the water, Andrei? We would lose them in the stream,” Donnie points out before receding.
I just want to check it out and find out where this camp is. How is that a crime? It’s a simple hike around the place and some sightseeing experience, that’s all.
Since the moon is high in the sky, I can pick out most movements in the forest. The smell of the campfire grows stronger as I move closer.
“Fuck Donnie, shift,” I tell him when he doesn’t.
“No, this is stupid. We can’t even get them home.” he snaps, refusing to shift. I can’t believe this stubbornness. How is he changing his mind every couple of minutes? Just a while ago, he was on the same wavelength as me, and now, he’s acting like a stubborn child.
Fine, I don’t need him anyway. I watch carefully for movement, but it is obvious when they pick up my scent because the forest falls silent, except for the crackling of the burning fire.
As I step into their camp, I quickly scan the surroundings. Three men sit around the campfire, holding out their hands to warm up. One in wolf form lies on the ground just a few feet away from the campfire.
The wolf’s fur is a beautiful gray color. Her fur reminds me of the color of gunmetal. No other color, not even a speck of white or black, just the gray and blue eyes that stare ahead, unseeing like there’s no life left behind them.
The she-wolf’s eyes are sad. Full of so much sorrow and pain it almost feels real. But no, that isn’t accurate enough. Staring at her, I get a feeling that I’m gazing into the eyes of the dead.
When the men finally notice my presence, they jump up from their seats. Despite their stance, I can’t take my eyes off the wolf that lies by the tree.
Unexpectedly, Donnie pushes forward. I stand frozen on the spot, confused beyond my ability to understand. I face rogues all the time, I hunt after them to get my next distraction, but I can’t move.
The stench of the rogues mixes with what is the most mouth-watering scent I have smelt since Angie. Cinnamon and vanilla invades my senses, taking over, and freezing me in place. But that’s not all - what it freezes, it sets it on fire just a moment after, and my chest burns with a feeling I can’t understand.
I stare, stunned for a second. I must be imagining it, there is no such thing as second chance mates, yet Donnie screams the word in my head before I notice one of the men run at me with a blade in his hand. In my shock, Donnie shoves forward and rips into his arm, making him drop the knife.
His screams pierce the quiet forest and bounce off the trees. The other two take off into the woods. The she-wolf gets to her feet from the corner of my eye, probably wanting to escape.
But Donnie is too overtaken by the mission on hand. He tears into the rogue's stomach, spilling his intestines onto the ground. In the meantime, the man clutches them, trying to stuff them back inside his body as if that will somehow work. We lunge at his throat. Our teeth sink into his flesh before shaking our head.
His blood sprays everywhere, all over our fur, turning the scene from a simple camping spot to a vile murder scene. The rogue gurgles as he takes his last breath, and we hear a yelp that turns into a whimper.
Donnie shifts back, and I turn around to find the wolf still by the tree. She is struggling to remove the collar around her neck. My eyes follow the chain that is attached to a tree and back to her.
She is no longer in her wolf form. Gone is the captivating gray wolf. Long, blonde hair falls to her waist and over her ass as she crouches low to the ground, trying to undo it.
As she hears the sound of my footsteps near her, she growls and shifts back to her wolf, but even that doesn't help as she struggles to get the chain undone before I approach her.
She turns on me, baring her teeth and snapping them at me. As scary as she thinks she looks, I can feel the stench of her desperation and fear as if she has bathed in it for years.
“Stop, I won’t hurt you,” I promise, but that just makes her growl louder as she steps back. Her fur hackles up, and I bend down, keeping my eyes trained on her, just in case she risks it and goes for my throat. I drop the long chain, step back and put my hands up.
“Why is she chained?” Donnie asks me worriedly as he peers back at this wolf, which appears to be ours, though I can't understand how that is possible.
“I don’t know,” I answer. I don't really want to think of why they have her chained. Just want to get it off her. First and foremost, I need to release her, and then I can try to figure out this impossible mess.
“I will unchain you. Just don’t bite me,” I warn her as I kneel down and reach for the chain. My movements are slow, just to ensure I won’t startle or scare her.
She keeps growling, her eyes not leaving me as I wrap my hand around the thick chain. I try to break it, but it is far too thick even for me to snap. Finally, I get up, moving too quickly, and she lunges at me, her teeth sinking into my arm.
That’s on me. It is my mistake to move faster than I should, but I act on instinct, and I shove her off harder than I intend. She hits the tree before scrambling back to her feet. I scramble backward on my hands and feet as the chain forces her back, yanking her backward when she lunges at my face.
I growl at her, getting to my feet, and walk over to the dead rogue by the campfire and rummaging through his pockets. There is no key on him, which means one of the other two must have it.
I look around until I find an old, worn ax stuck into a fallen tree where they are sitting. I pull it from the log and slowly turn back to the she-wolf.
Her blue eyes widen in shock and fear. I don’t get to explain my intention as she starts jerking on the chain with all her might, desperate to break it and get away from me.
“Wait, you are only hurting yourself. Stop it!” I snap at her.
My words clearly mean nothing to her, and neither does the warning I’m trying to give her. As I get closer, she continues to yank on it with more strength.
She growls at me and tries to bite me again, so I grab the scruff of her neck and shove her head down on the dirt. Carefully, not to hurt her, I step over her and squeeze her body between my legs to keep her calm.
She thrashes, and I lift the ax. I focus on the spot I need to break and bring down the ax on the chain. She yelps and my ears ring from clinking the ax. It is so blunt it takes three hits on the chain before it snaps.
Like the wind, she takes off as soon as she gets a chance, nearly knocking me over as she pulls backward between my legs and darts for the trees. I watch her disappear and scoff at how loud she’s being.
“Oh, little wolf, you don’t want to make me chase you,” I growl before shifting, gladly giving Donnie his moment to shine.

Andrei Three days and still no sleep. The immense lack of much-needed rest irritates me as I watch the sunrise. I spend the entire night again, staring at the shadows on the roof, with no reprieve from the thoughts racing through my head. The "what if's and could have been’s" slowly get to me.
Not even the screams of the rogue in the basement helped. I killed him too quickly. They never last long enough and don’t let me hear exactly how much pain I am causing, or maybe their pain doesn’t affect me because it doesn’t make mine hurt any less. I need their screams more than my next breath. Their suffering soothes the pain that burns in my chest.
Even a couple of minutes more would give me the relief I seek. However, I can not afford for Kat to hear him scream, and she has been showing up unannounced lately to check on me, fearing that I killed him too quickly and for nothing. Kat’s hearing is even more heightened than ours. She seems suspicious of me lately, wary.
The damn phone rings, but I can’t find it in myself to care enough to check it. I can’t move a muscle as I stare into the distance and listen to its incessant ringing. After a while, the ringing stops, and I almost feel like I can breathe again until it starts all over again.
“Just answer it, Andrei. You aren’t the only one who is tired,” Donnie growls in my head.
I roll on my side and reach for the damn thing. As I grip the device and turn it around to glance at the screen, I see my sister's face pop up on display. It is a picture of her, Angie, and some other girl. Jasmine, that was the third one’s name. All of them were at school in the photo.
So many times, I have thought about clearing the phone storage and ridding myself of everything that reminds me of her, but I can not bring myself to delete it, even though it hurts every time I see my mate’s face light up the screen of my phone.
“Hey, sis,” I answer her call with a loud sigh.
“Have you spoken to dad?” she asks me. It is such a ‘her’ behavior, the no-nonsense and straight-to-the-point personality.
I rub a hand down my face as if that will help me get rid of the now chronic tiredness and sit up. My eyes take in the room, and another sigh leaves me. With great effort, I force myself to climb out of bed.
“No, I haven’t spoken to Derrick in a few days, why?” I mutter, walking around the room. My eyes search for something, but I'm not sure what exactly, as I’m still too tired to function.
After a slight pause, my sister speaks. “I was going to see if he wanted to come to my birthing class. Mateo has to take over patrol, and now I have no one to go with.” What started as an explanation now sounds more like whining or some twisted plea, I can’t decide which.
“Where is Ezra?” I should be able to push this on someone else because if this conversation is going where I think it is - I don’t want to go.
“Meetings,” she sighs with a hurt little huff.
Ah, damn it. This is the last thing I want to do, but I also hate upsetting her. If I come clean with my sister and tell her how much I don’t want to be a part of it my words will hurt her, regardless of what excuse I use.
“What time is the class?” I ask and pinch the bridge of my nose.
“In an hour.” she perks up, sounding unreasonably excited. Good, she can be excited for both of us. I roll my eyes. “Fine, I will take you. I don’t have to do anything, do I?” I barely hold back from cursing out loud, not wanting to sound like the biggest passive-aggressive asshole ever.
“Really? You would go?” she gasps, completely ignorant of my previous slip-up. I can hear the shock in her voice.
Little did she know I would do anything for her. Regardless of how busy or angry at the world, I might be. I will drop everything and run to her just to see her smile. I have always wanted a sister or a brother growing up, I wanted a real family, a big one. Kat is my family, and a little sis I would die for.
“Yes, why wouldn’t I?” I ask her, pretending that her reaction surprises me.
“Just can’t picture you wanting to go,” she admits without missing a beat.
“Do you want me to go or not, Kat?” I will do anything for her, but this back-and-forth game is getting to me. Clearly, she called me to talk me into accompanying her, so why is she backtracking now?
“Yes, but you don’t have to. I can get a lift into town.” She sounds a little wary as if she’s trying to convince me that my company isn’t what she needs, or maybe she is trying to convince herself.
She should know by now that I’m not one to break my word. I roll my eyes again and chuckle. "I'll see you in an hour," I promise and hang up the phone before she can come up with more excuses or ways to get out of this.
I grab a pair of jeans and a button-down shirt, laying them on the bed, and I head for the shower.
Pretty sure Kat would not appreciate me walking in covered from head to toe in blood. If I risk it all and pull a stunt like that, she will know what I have been up to.
I shower quickly, but pay extra attention to my skin and hair. Getting blood out of my hair takes the most time, but I manage to finish, get dressed, and leave the house on time.
The drive there takes thirty minutes, and Kat is already waiting out front when I pull into her driveway. I reach over the passenger seat, open the door for her, and she climbs in.
“Seatbelt,” I instruct her when her butt hits the seat.
“They are uncomfortable,” Kat whines and crosses her arms in front of her chest.
Sometimes she acts like a child, so I remind myself that a little scolding or a harsher word won’t hurt her. Always the same damn argument. I don’t understand why she bothers. She tries to pull off the puppy-dog eyes to convince me I don’t need to force her to buckle up. I simply twist the key in the ignition and turn off my car. “We aren’t moving until you’re wearing your seatbelt,” I argue.
I know she is young, but her hissy fits will not work on me, Queen or not, she is still my sister.
She rolls her eyes before reaching for it. “Fine,” she grunts, clicking it into place before adjusting it around her stomach.
I smirk, nod, and start the car.
“You are just as bad as them,” she mutters under her breath as she reaches for the radio and flicks through the stations till she finds one she likes. After a moment of silence, Kat perks up and glances at me. “How is the pack?” She asks.
“Fine, working. What do you do in the birthing class thing?” I try to switch topics. The pack and any business revolving around it isn’t something I want to discuss with her.
It might sound selfish, but I want to use this chance as an escape from my everyday misery.
“Mainly breathing exercises,” she answers, glancing out the window as if the scenery is more interesting than my presence or the conversation she started.
I know I have no right to feel this way, but her lack of enthusiasm stings, just a little, but it does. Especially since I have no interest in going to this birthing class, the least she can do is make conversation. “Like meditation?” I spit out the first guess that crosses my mind.
“No, it’s more like a group of women sitting in a circle and panting like heifers. I believe it’s to see who turns red-faced first or whatever.” Kat explains and looks at me just to roll her eyes.
A corner of my lip twitches. It has to be Mateo who signed her up for this class. There’s no way she is the one who decided to join it. I know she hates meditation, remembering how she told me she was wasting her time every time I tried when I was trying to get her to shift.

But since I have this wonderful opportunity to annoy her, I grasp it. “You seem really interested in it,” I say to her sarcastically.
“Mateo signed me up for it,” she mutters, confirming my suspicion. “And besides, it gets me out of the house. Oh, take the next left,” Kat points her finger at the road.
I follow the directions she gives me in silence. We drive for a while until she points out a decent-sized house and tells me to park my car in the driveway.
“This is it?” I ask, studying the house. I take in the overall setting. The house reminds me more of a cottage, not a home. It has cottage-style gardens all around it and if that’s not enough to convince me, the building is an actual cottage - the location adds the final straw. Located just on the outskirts of the town.
Kat opens her door and clambers out. I quickly follow her and walk the small path leading to the house. Even from afar, I can hear the chatter of women and their partners inside the building.
As I open the front door 

Chapter 2