Chapter 35

Kay I close my eyes, gripping his arms with my sweaty palms, when he starts lowering his head. Fuck, I haven't kissed anyone before, and I don't know how to do it. What will he think of me when I do it wrong? I quickly snap my eyes open, and he furrows his brows in confusion. "What is wrong?" he asks, his hands still holding me securely. "Mmh'' I clear my throat, hesitating. How do you admit to your crush that you don't know how to kiss? What if he changes his mind? Oh! no. "Hey, you can tell me anything," he whispers, tracing my lower lip with his thumb. What is Carlos doing to me? I never thought I would ever desire a man, but here I am, my body desperately begging for his touch. "I don't know how to do it," I admit, and my whole face flushes in embarrassment. A 20-year-old woman with virgin lips, I cringe. He gives me a small, seductive smirk, his eyes sparkling in amusement." I know, princess, follow my lead, okay?" he whispers huskily, and I nod. I forgot Carl knew everything abou