Chapter 111 Giving Out Whatever It Took

As her finger moved in circles on his chest, Yun Su’s heartstring was plucked. The emperor completely forgot about how to control his mind and found it not possible to hold down that desire. He caught the finger of Shui Yinzhu and tried to drag her into his arms so that he could make the girl part of his own body and they would no longer get separated again. However, Shui Yinzhu didn’t intend to allow him to walk any closer. She charmingly shoved him away with her left hand but spoke with an even sweeter voice, “Do you want me?” “Yes. Always.” “Okay, that depends on your performance.” “I’ll do whatever you ask me to do.” “Send your men to bury Wu Chen. Make sure it’s an elaborate funeral.” “Sure.” “Bury him with the Fengs.” “The Fengs?” “He was Feng Qianwu, the younger brother of General Feng Qianchu and the second son of the Fengs.” “The family of generals. So, he was the son of old General Feng.” “A big surprise, isn’t it, Yun Su?” “Indeed. The third child of the family killed his father and eldest brother and went crazy. He is still spending his terms in prison. Well, I do remember that one of the sons became a monk. How did you get to know him, Sister Xi?” “There’s a lot more you don’t know, Yun Su. The two generations of the Fengs died because of me. And I was the reason why Feng Qianmu got crazy.” “And yet the second son of their family was still coming to rescue you. Sister Xi, you really are charming.” “Qianwu was only silly. I owed him.” “Shall I be your silly boy, then?” “Yun Su, your Prime Minister, your uncle Lord Yi, and Lord Xiaoyao all died because of me. Don’t you feel afraid?” “You are part of their deaths too? You are such a brilliant girl, Sister Xi. If I were in their situation, I would be willing to die at your hands,” as he spoke, the man with his desire burning held Shui Yinzhu tightly. His head lied on her shoulder, and he breathed in the special scent of the girl. His body grew hot as if there was fire setting on him and his girl. Yun Su was on the brink of losing his sanity. “Sister Xi, I’ll do whatever you ask me to do.” “Okay.” As she gave her permission, Yun Su was no longer capable of being sane. For so many years, he had been in love with her and crazy for her. For so long had he been trying to do that to her, yet he never allowed himself. Now that Shui Yinzhu was taking the initiative, Yun Su would only appear incompetent if he turned this down. No had never been an option. The emperor carried his girl and walked to the bed. Then he dropped her on the mattress that used to belong to her. He threw himself on her body and kissed her pink lips as he ripped her clothes to pieces. The emperor took off his clothes along with those of his girl. He squeezed her harder, hoping that he would make her part of his own body. The feeling of a virgin caught the emperor in a daze. The blood on the bedsheet made him happier than ever. His girl had been a virgin all these years, and no one had ever really touched her. As his girl became a woman, Yun Su felt warmer in his heart and more heat in his body. He did it over and over again, and words would be too weak to describe what happened on the bed. The emperor had been longing for this for so many years, and his wish was finally fulfilled. Shui Yinzhu became his woman. It had come true. His and his only. The bed squeaked more violently. Shui Yinzhu kept her eyes open as she looked at the ceiling. There wasn’t any emotion in those eyes. She gritted her teeth through that tearing pain at that moment, not making a single sound. She had to withstand the craziness of Yun Su over and over again. No matter how much sickness, nausea, and disgust she felt, she managed to hold them down as if she was suffering the backlash she expected. Her fair hands clenched the bedsheet. The woman didn’t allow herself to get cold feet. She let Yun Su do whatever he wanted to her. If possible, Shui Yinzhu would rather not be born as a princess, not have this breathtaking face and not meet Yun Su for her entire life. She wished to be a normal village woman so that she could live a normal life with the sun, the moon, and plain food. No, she’d rather not be born at all so that she wouldn’t have to see her kingdom torn apart, her sun falling, and her moon saddened... Kong Yue’s name meant moon, but he shone like the sun. Xuan Zhi, on the other hand, was like the moon at night. He wouldn’t show up when the sun was high up in the sky. The moon shines only after sunset. Kong Yue was her sun, and Xuan Zhi was her moon. They were both so special in her life. Horny views occupied the bed. The man wrapped his arms and legs around the woman. Two dead bodies, however, lied on the ground of this room. As autumn wind snuck the coldness into the room, it swung around the bodies. How bizarre was this scene? It was a room of fire and ice. The word “weird” would be too weak to describe the situation. Shui Yinzhu kept looking at the ceiling until she fainted due to exhaustion. There was no hatred in those eyes, for it had already grown in her heart. Sometimes, coldness would be more horrible to be found in those eyes than hatred. As the woman passed out, Yun Su couldn’t help touching her beautiful face and kissing those swollen lips. Since this was her first time, Yun Su quickened up and ended it. He held her gently in his arms and felt the temperature of Shui Yinzhu’s body. As her scent filled his nose and her gorgeous body lied in his arms, the unvented desire gushed again. For a virgin man experiencing his first time, it would be normal to crave for more and feel unsatisfied. But Shui Yinzhu’s health condition was so bad. She had been taking poison for a long time. Yun Su didn’t want to push her body to the limit. The emperor tucked her quilt so that no one would see her naked body and that she wouldn’t catch a cold. He let down the blinds to cover her up and then got dressed. The emperor called his men to dispose of the dead bodies and arranged for the palace maids to ready a bath for their empress after Shui Yinzhu woke up. Yun Su decided to take a cool water bath, too. Just in case he might lose control again. As the phoenix tree leaves turned gold, a naughty one fell from the tree and drifted to the bedroom of Shui Yinzhu. It landed beside the hand of the woman through the half-opened window as if it was visiting the child of the phoenix tree. Shui Yinzhu woke up at midnight. The sore body reminded her of all that had happened. She was giving out whatever it took to finish her revenge, including her precious virginity. This place used to store the best memory between Princess Xi and Kong Yue. They shared the bed for so many nights and enjoyed the kisses of happiness. But after this night, it became a place of humiliation. It would be a lie if she didn’t feel upset. She was no longer a good match for Xuan Zhi. She didn’t feel qualified to spend the rest of her life with him. A tear dropped down her face. Crystal clear as it was, it would no longer wash up the sense of humiliation in her heart. She thought she could take it as if she was bitten by a dog, but that was completely different. Did she regret it? No, she did not. Shui Yinzhu only felt pain. As the only survivor and the last princess of the Kingdom of Shui, as the human sacrifice who almost died, she shouldn’t and couldn’t regret it. She had been prepared for this day. But it still made her feel sad as it happened. The only comfort was that Yun Su was not her brother. Instead, they were not related at all. At least she didn’t have to be accused of incest. Even though she never cared about her reputation from the very beginning, at least this would make her less emotional when she would have to retaliate on Yun Su in the future. Shui Yinzhu was prepared to sacrifice everything when she left the palace eight years ago. The heartbroken and hateful girl chose to change herself. She had to completely change that little girl in her heart, for she didn’t intend to be trampled upon again. Princess Xi was too weak. She couldn’t do anything. So she started to learn with all her efforts. She learned dancing and singing as a beginner. Particularly, she learned to observe other people and make full use of her only advantage, her appearance. At that time, Xuan Zhi always stayed with her but couldn’t share any of her burdens. Princess Xi had to practice dancing and singing during the daytime. Since she had never been trained, she had to work much harder than other people. She spent the nights in all the brothels except those in Huaiyang City. She had to learn how to catch men’s hearts, how to seduce them, and how to make herself look charming. Xuan Zhi hated this part, but he would always allow her to do so as if he didn’t have any principle. He felt sorry for her, but he had no choice but to watch. Brothels were always the best places to study. They were full of unscrupulous and observant women. The best thing one could learn were the tricks against men. When she first walked into a brothel, Shui Yinzhu was wearing a white outfit. She wasn’t used to this fancy world of adults, but the young, naive girl insisted on not having Xuan Zhi with her on this visit. Even though she dressed up like a man, she was still more pretty than women and got surrounded by several drunkards. Their leader had a special taste of beautiful young lads while he was a lard-bucket with the face of a pig. Those tiny little eyes stared at her as if they could tear her clothes apart and see her naked body. Since his father was the local official, the presumptuous man was used to getting whatever he wanted. He reached out his hands towards her. The brothel had always been a place to have fun, and she looked like a faggot without any background. Who would even care about her? Besides, the sharp-eyed procuress immediately knew that Shui Yinzhu was a girl. Now that she was favored by a big name of the neighborhood, whatever happened to her would be her fate. The procuress didn’t have the time to meddle in it. Princess Xi knew that tears were not of use in this world. She was afraid, but she told herself to calm down. Then she grabbed a chopstick from the table and stabbed it into the eye of that pig face. Blood spurted out of his eye since Shui Yinzhu didn’t allow herself to hesitate and did it as hard as she could. It was the first time she hurt anyone. She did it so fast that the pig face didn’t have time to react before getting blind. Shui Yinzhu started shaking after she hurt the man. But she threw her chopsticks away and clenched her fists so as to calm herself down. At that very moment, she regretted not allowing Xuan Zhi to come with her.