Chapter 125

It’s been pretty lonely these days. Apart from my part time jobs and my visit to the orphanage, I had nothing else to do. it’s not like I liked my life now but they helped me to forget my problems. It seems that days were moving when I was not just sitting in the house feeling sorry for myself. I missed Roman so much. I missed his little hugs. I miss our chats and especially our games. Sometimes, I just found myself calling out for Roman’s name. Oh….I wish that God could give me just one second to look at him . I swear I’ll be contented. I know I didn’t have the right to be obsessed with him. He was not mine to begin with. He now has his mother –the person who brought him to this world but I also share unforgettable moments with him. I saw him grow out from his shell from a sad boy to someone who was now lovable and fun to be with. Whenever I was on the road, I constantly looked outside to see if I can get a glimpse of Adrian or his car but I never did. The man just disappeared on the