Chapter 126

I stayed in my room doing nothing. I did not have a gig to do and I did not plan to visit the orphanage today. Tiffany was also around. She’d just finished her night shift and I didn’t want to bother her with my problems. The plan was for me to watch my vertical movies so that I can keep the time going. I did for the better part of the morning and I thought I enjoyed seeing the movies but I was terribly wrong. It wasn’t helping at all! Instead, it was making matters worse for me. Looking at the happy ever after short movies, I felt stressed. I started to wondered if I’ll ever have such a good ending in my life. I suck in love. I suck in family. I just suck in everything. No wonder Adrian wasn’t sure about me. Instead of enjoying them, I became sad. I stopped watching and just sat on the bed with the earring on my hand, trying to get comfort from it. It’s the only thing that Adrian left me. I might not understand why he had it but I kind of loved the hint of his scent left on it. I’ll t