Chapter 15

I went to look for Roseline again—Yes—behind my grandpa’s back. I can’t take being away from her. It’s been eating me day and night that I can’t have her. She’s been distant with me. I ‘ve lost count of the number of times that she ‘d sent me to hell when I went to see her. Who could blame her? We treated her so badly—like an outcast. She didn’t deserve to be hurt that way. I still can’t forget the look on her face when she found out that I was engaged to another woman. She was hurt – disappointed that I used and betrayed her. As if that wasn’t enough. It was with Ann. Well…. I didn’t want to let her go. I had this illusion in my head that we can still work something out. I thought that Roseline would somehow understand my position and take me back –that it was never my intention to leave her but a necessary sacrifice that we both had to make for the sake of our family future. How do I make her forgive me? Fuck! she hates me. I can feel it and it hurts so badly. Her eyes used to be war